My first memory of knowing the Truth is when I was three years old, climbing the stairs in our first house in Norway, and discovered with a shock that I was thinking. What is this spoken narrative inside my head? It was the space between “I” and “thinking” that knocked me for six. I tried to tell my mum what I’d discovered, but I didn’t have the words, she couldn’t receive my meaning.

Even at three I knew I wasn’t the Thinking, and I wasn’t the Observing of the thinking, I was the One Knowing I was observing the thinking. It was a revelation and a crisis at the same time:

"Well, if “I” Am “I”, then Who is “Me”?"

It became my life’s mission, a journey that led me into and through the thickets of horrendous darkness all the way to Enlightenment and beyond: devotional adventuring in the Kingdom of miracle and marvel (it’s here, by the way.) 

In my youth, I always knew the visceral reality of magic. But I didn't have a way to relate to it, understand it, or much less practice it. I tried to express the mystical revelations and understandings I was developing, but had no framework for words to use. 

A little screwball came when I was 13 and taking confirmation classes with the Lutheran church - the priest refused to accept my colored mandala-like drawing of consciousness and announced that my understanding of God was “incorrect.” 

Surely, the Man Upstairs is a man, probably bearded, and perhaps even with a staff - but not this geometric oddity with dichotomies of light and dark. That rejection was a wounding that led me to side-step Christianity for two decades.

At high school I found my first mentor in the ways of magic. In the grip of her own demons, she was a terrible role model. So I eagerly followed her down a rabbit hole of parapsychology and occult methods, identity distortion, trying to figure it all out. 

Dark years followed, laden with error and suffering. 

All the usual stuff: anxiety, doubt, substance-abuse, dysfunction, all of that shit. 

My upcoming book "Magic, Jesus and Genius" tells the full story, but I admit that for self-preservation I suppressed everything other-worldly, and became outwardly “sensible” for about ten years, a suit-beclad mainstream agnostic career woman, if you will. Until I was so far in the dark void that I had forgotten the question my three-year old Self was still calling out: If I am I, then who is Me?” 

I was on the edge of a cliff - drinking to black out most nights of the week, no grip on what my authentic truth was - not really there at all in anything other than an avatar full of other people’s projects of me - and the funny thing was - in the very darkest moment, there was the spark.

Magic only started making sense again, because I discovered God (something the church had never shown me how to do). I made the conscious choice to align with Truth, Grace and the Christed knowing what and who I AM. 

Now Magic had a purpose - to enhance and elevate the Light of the World. 

I became a Lightworker, and claimed my discipleship under Christ. I met Jesus in the stars while camping in a forest in North Carolina in 2016, and that was the first time I knew the intimacy of my relationship with him as my brother. I forgave him and the church at that point. And I was purged of all the stories of “other than” Truth. A rebirth. (There were and are many more to come.)

From then on my relationship with magic was full of wonder and awe, but I still had no focus, direction or system for using it practically to enhance my life. 

Magic was flowing richly now - but it still wasn't the wand-like precision I had craved since I was a little girl. As the years went by I found more and more people like me (turns out I'm not the only one with magic powers who follows the path of Christ. We've all got mystical abilities and those brave enough turn them on and dial them up! These powers are the spiritual gifts spoken of in 1 Corinthians 12). 

I started studying metaphysics and developed my talent in energetics. I became a Reiki Master, and practiced key techniques from the Qi Gong line of energy work. I studied with mentors in the spiritualist line of energy, and with mentors in the New Thought line of philosophy. I studied privately with priests in several Christian modalities (the Episcopal being my favorite!) and served as a hands-on healer in several churches. I studied with masters in the kundalini tradition and when I lived out in the wild under a canvas tent in Colorado, I studied the ways of the Earth-devoted witch who owned the land. 

So I was definitely not the only One with magic powers. And I was not the only One who wanted real, practical ways of transforming energy for the purpose of living the richest, fullest life, in Grace. So I combined the universal laws of metaphysics with my professional expertise as a project manager, and created the Master Alchemy protocol. It changed my game! It changed my the game for my husband, and for my children. It changed my clients' games: they began reporting faster transformation, fuller forgiveness, more balanced mental, emotional and molecular systems, and their own magic became more vibrant and effective. 

Of course: Magic is more than just energy work. 

Energy work is what you do any time you consciously transform one vibration into another - like from anxiety into peace, guilt into gratitude, pain into relief, fracture to integration. It’s alchemy - transforming lead into gold. 

Magic, on the other hand, is very uniquely yours. That’s energy work YOUR way. It’s the special sparkle that only comes from you. And it comes from you because the world needs it. 

And that’s why we founded Kerin School of Thought. Because it’s your turn. 

Our course Master Alchemist, is the product of metaphysical mastery, vibrational excellence, and an intimate experience of years professional energy work and personally lived experiments.

It's a training, attunement and certification in Usui Reiki Levels I/II

how to turn on and use the three basic frequencies of the Reiki energy system for healing yourself and others.

PLUS

the Master Alchemy Protocol 

a framework for applying these frequencies to personal and business success.

I know you’ve been flirting with the idea of beginning or improving your use of energetics in life, so here is your opportunity to significantly enhance your Magic!  The private coaching is $999 so this opportunity is magic because you get the same curriculum and training for $249, and it’s in a group setting, so you also get the benefit of synergy. 

$249 - on Monday at 10am EST or Wednesday at 7am EST.

Ready to dial your magic all the way up?...

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- Sylvia Swann, Programs Director at KST

"I couldn't ask for a better teacher!"

- Mandy Handly, Reiki Master

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